Personal confession: *….*
* I haven’t found the words lately. Because I haven’t been redeeming my breath ~ my only true life (yielded to His). His long suffering in my lungs…..Time 🕰️ . Time will never stop. It doesn’t forgive my mistakes.*
I’ve been too busy, distracted. Distracted from the gentle, whisper, that winnowing wind of His Spirit. Calling me deeper. Calling me to consecrate and pray. It’s not a time to play with your faith anymore. Pick a side, or a side will pick you. The spirit of a man is very hungry, but “in iniquity did my mother conceive me”… this has corrupted the appetite of man. ~ An irresistible pull and lust burning in the unregenerate heart for shameful things.
My flesh is insatiably unsatisfied, (**insert that secret sin**) will never be enough, I want more and more till I am no more 😤 But really, I’m driven by a deep cry from my fragmented soul for agape love – Jesus! 😩. O Lord piece me back together for your glory so all men may see You in my life ~ that’s christian prayer 🙏🏿 . It’s not about me. My duty is to behold in the secret place, to qavah until my face becomes more like His.
If you don’t limp (discover it in Him alone), you’ll never need Him. You must have a weakness cultivated in you – so He will be your strength and song. – He loves praise 🥳🕊️, in fact He is enthroned 👑 and men, yes sinful, wicked perverse men from all spheres of life are drawn to Him (it doesn’t matter what they’ve done – that longing for eternity – to know Jesus will always be – just misinterpreted by the deceitfulness of sin).
Draw to Him…. child He is calling you…. Don’t drown out the call 📞
He has drawn out your life in His holy book 📖 find rest for your soul. You’re looking for purpose? – draw🙏🙇♂️……it’s birthed in the silence of intimacy.
Get comfortable with Silence the Spirit says. Embrace silence. There are many spirits speaking, imitating the voice of Your saviour. You will only find me if you’re found by me. Are you available? Are you too busy for Me?
Do you want the fullness of Truth? Will you hunger and thirst for righteousness?
The Truth is the man Jesus. We preach Him crucified and Him risen, alive in us. I take a step….Jesus takes a step through me, but only if I die. 🚶☠️ ♻️
Life by dying… I love this about God❤️🔥‼️.
He’s so backward and different to how we mortal men are wired.
How can he find glory in broken vessels?
How can he make death to self so exciting? (this is prophecy over your life, if you have an ear to hear what is being said)
How can he make loss gain?
It confounds the carnal mind…
The carnal mind cannot receive the things of the Spirit. It’s too limited, sensual and self-seeking…. sooo focused on this fleeting life now, not knowing that this life (without Christ as Lord and Saviour) is death and a preparation for eternal damnation.
What are you holding onto? It’s not worth eternal damnation.😫
This life you’re saving is not worth eternal damnation.
Choose Life. Choose Jesus. He is returning soon.
Soon is sooner than you think.