stones unhinged in death-damned veiled sight (we ought have compassion that blindness be confounded by light) but living stones and glorious metamorphosis as we behold the One who so loved; a precipice his Joy, a worm He became so scarlet would become white as snow; how do we neglect so great a salvation? busyness occupies adullam, puffed in knowledge, rhema could not penetrate that gentile frequency of thoughts scurrying your spirit into idolatry and self-sufficiency; the frequency has fallen, and so to the frequency of your journey to the One who so loved. Empty everything; come as you Are; leave empowered
Beloved means your Beloved is patient and kind, ask him for Help to seek Him today; the One who so loved you.
selah
once I’ve arrived, may I never loose contentment in this citadel, I am a citadel!
confess your sins to God and forsake them, masquerading holiness is easy before men but not before your Maker.
sparingly I have arrived at Life’s door, flint-faced in pursuit of His Heart, His Spirit brooding over my spirit intercessions. purity I cry, abhorrence for sin I plea, death to carnal arousals, choice governed by the Spirit and the law of brokenness I concede which advocates for this glorified son to receive grace. O may porosity in spirit be foreign to me! I will waste my life on Him but present a lacklustre gospel? Having a need to be whole again in Christ means that Jesus didn’t die and resurrect 2000 years ago. I will not exasperate heaven, nor the expectation of saints in glory witnessing the God ordained deposit on my life, o God, volume of the Book written of me (have I let find me and enlighten me? for the entrance of thy word brings light, the first of creation and a new creation in Christ Jesus must follow suit, as the light of the world) I hide in me measures of faith, deepen dependency and contrition of this soul to your glory that I may die and see Christ formed in me, a living Hope but a death to die daily! what a conflicting chasm too intellectually exalted for the human spirit’s comprehension? On one side; Beauty in God, dressing His bride, removing the spots of blemish for the wedding banquet but the other: how terrifying to any trace of flesh seeking gratified advantage by a sinful blind spot my watching to His watch did not register! (we uphold watchmen duty in search me O God prayers; guard your heart above all else, no more torrid hybrid of water and tar flowing from this spirit to tongue unbridled as out of the abundance of the heart, a mouth speaks; the tongue being a world of iniquity to death!? Only pure water, streams from heaven my habitat flow from my heart; His home ethereal (*), precious, cautious I must be, not fear, but rooted and grounded in agape Loving conviction, the Spirit cries ABBA, and saturate my speech I prophesy with a cooperated surrender) my watch of His rigorous, righteous searching for any wicked way in me was warranted by self; limited time in the secret place I gave perhaps? Qavah in tongues I have approved but Qavah in silence I have rejected (prayer takes two, no monologues, dialogue with Your Husband, Lover, wait for Him o soul) How rebellious and prideful my Lord? Or perhaps law intake without Spirit prevail, presence and rule, evoking all manner of evil desire and perplexing the victory of faith in Christ? Not my story I pray. Not your story I pray.
WAIT FOR HIM
HE WILL SPEAK
(*) in no way am I advocating the point of the Spirit being fragile or weak; emphasis is on our submission to Him and His holiness being grieved by our sin, that’s where the delicacy and cautiousness comes in
“And do this, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep; for now our salvation is nearer than when we first believed. The night is far spent, the day is at hand. Therefore let us cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light. Let us walk properly, as in the day, not in revelry and drunkenness, not in lewdness and lust, not in strife and envy. But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh, to fulfill its lusts.”
can a man drink iniquity like alcohol and premeditate repentance? his body now houses al-kuhl, the body eating spirit, deceitfully drunken by the fleeting shots of expiring lusts, o what a vain strive to suppress the soul’s eternal yearning for the Way of peace, despairingly, many subdued and darkened by spiritual ignorance to a life settled on here and now; short-sighted; eating, drinking, marrying but the sun and moon remain callous (unless commanded with the authority of El Elyon), disregarding its precariousness and volatility thereof; yet alas, an anchor that remains resolute and defies what can’t be defied; GOD’s AGAPE LOVE!, its His prayer that this type of man arrives at alas!
mortality desperately clings to the old man to regain reality and control (the fallen man who understands love as a merit, not an agape, unrestricted, unrestrained, unconditional love) he voyages that same flood of dissipation. Leviathan, the king of the children of pride, twists the soul, devoid of discernment and the sword of the spirit you have neglected to slay that great foe. Now you’re conforming to his pottering… you were counselled: “I was made for my pleasure and my glory” rather than the Creator’s. So appealing to the old man.
why?
he is lost in his selfish pursuit for rest, so he must tire and expend this vapour of a life chasing the rotting and surpassing treasures on earth as he is earth bound, a temporary tent desperately clutching onto
yet still, he remains broken confused and anxious, he is really looking for the eternal love of a Father.
The old man enthrones self as the god who sustains. occupied with a responsibility to bring about my destiny, manifest my tomorrow, so the damned foolish soul boasts – he doesn’t know tomorrow has been programmed in an eternal realm beyond his sight, nor the power to command it, nor the long-suffering Spirit of Grace that supplies breath to his steps.
do as thou will? Your will was already decided from Adam’s first bite, sin-bound. Lust and pride prevailed over trust and obedience. Now we’re striving for love and acceptance in all the wrong places, still broken, still hurt, still discouraged, yet still spiralling down the rabbit hole that is sin, because that’s all we know. Maybe a little more will satisfy my soul? really?, there’s always a question mark, an uncertainty looming, a befuddled sigh, the closer one reaches that mountain top of self-gratification ⛰️
will I find rest? 😔
what hurts is that this is the testimony of many “believers” that know the Truth but choose the flesh ? (Lord may this not be me, the author of this post in Jesus name 🙏🏿, fr, im going to give an account too…)
Fight ignorance of grace, don’t exploit!
TODAY a Holy Judge, even weeping bitterly, renders the heinous act as belittling of the Spirit of Grace; the count of wilful sin. Truth suppresesed in unrighteousnesss, even El Elyon won’t override the human will. Yet, an “infallible”, gullible cry of the dead men walking (unbelievers); unconventional wrath?; swallowed by Hell, then a lake of Fire? Does He not forgive? Are not His mercies new every morning? O weary and foolish soul!, there is a night awaiting, it wil not tarry. The godly order since the time of creation was Evening, then Morning and it was established as Day. Death then eternity, weeping and gnashing on one hand, joy inexpressible on the other hand. Judgement first, then the Jubilation, for the Joy set before Him, the bride of Christ, marries the Bridegroom and will be with the Bridegroom for eternity. Now that we are married
are you not burdened? For the grace of God that bringeth salvation has appeared to all men. The recovery of sight is Today, yet fear has muzzled the body from heralding the truth. Even the wicked have ears. to hear is intercession, to die, to enlarge capacity of wood, in reverent remembrance of the tree he bore (for the iniquity of man was laid on Him), that a greater fire, glory will enlighten ignorant men, alienated, darkened consciences transformed by the power of Yah. A divine transferal from the kingdom of darkness to the kingdom of the Son of His love. Truly what the spirit of man is yearning for, Love. ❤️there is a vacancy in your heart that only Jesus can fill.
“Let us make man in our own image”, the Godhead, the Father, the Son (the Word which became flesh) and the Holy Ghost existing before time began, co-equal, co-eternal in perfect unison. Yet, a devolution emerged, covered in self-exaltation, pride, self-glory, a fruit, endorsed and persuaded by a cunning serpent, we ate, we fell from glory in pursuit of our image of god. **side note- your appetite can kill you. And put a knife to your throat if you are a man given to appetite**At the fullness of time, the Word came and pierced through our stony hearts. His side pierced, an eternal sprinkling of blood that redeemeth mortal man and cleansing water which renews the spirit of man. Now there is a river whose streams maketh glad the city of the Lord.
Let there be light meant the lamb was slain before the foundation of the world. Let (**) there be Light darkness was defeated. The earth was without form and void, the earth, your heart was without form and void, darkness covered the face of the deep (the spirit of man was tainted with sin), but the Spirit of God hovered over the face of the waters. The Ruach reviving, bringing form to chaotic, troubled waters, infested with parasites, it was there homes but the Spirit of God has given an imminent eviction notice. Now light can fill the waters and reflect Gods glory.
(**) legally the righteous requirements of the law of sin and death had been fulfilled in Jesus’s sacrificial death for the authorisation of the law of the Spirit of life – revoke the old law
this was a lot.
If you made it here, you’re a real one, if you skipped to here, you’re here. what shall we do with the Holy Ghost?
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Teach me to love like you do. But first let me be loved by you. No intricate words. Just the simplicity of being loved by you, it’s my portion it’s my portion and your greatest desire. I know you’ll answer this prayer in Jesus name. Amen
Now let my Amen not just be words, mere vapour that exposes an estranged heart, but let the Spirit awaken me from my slumber, leading me into the deep riches of his grace and mercy, denying ungodly thoughts, empowered by your Holy Spirit – I cooperate with you, yes I cooperate with you – making no provision for the flesh, lest my brooding holy desire be quenched by the beguiling distractions of the world. To know the love of God which surpasses all knowledge. Help me O God, to dive into this blissful reality!
“…..that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height— to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.”
No competing, we must all die to live for one King – this life isn’t my own. I received His, for thy kingdom come, a man who would die that many shall witness heaven on earth (that’s where I’m really from, seated with Christ in the heavenly places, blessed, joyful and consecrated with all spiritual blessings in the heavenly places) this world offers me pleasure unto my demise, ohh the love of Jesus has captivated my heart – the world’s lack thereof echoes through the groaning and sighing of mortal men – bruised by their iniquities, wounded souls seeking healing in sensual pleasures, adding kerosene to the fire that consumes days for repentance – but there is a Holy Fire being stirred in the hearts of His followers, beckoned knees becoming spiritual marines, aware of their God-given authority in Jesus, to bring down and bind the principalities, powers of hell, so men’s souls can be revived for intimacy with their saviour. Reconciled to the Father only in Jesus name! The One who died sinless and took our sin and shame so that we can live in righteousness and holiness to His glory! (If you don’t know your Saviour follow this link to encounter Him!! 👇🏿👇🏿👇🏿
This life isn’t about you or I. Let’s die so He is seen (so remind and Help us God). Thy kingdom come is a prayer that led men to martyrdom for Jesus sake (ouch 🤧😭). What am I competing and comparing for? It’s the wrong motive. Jealousy will rot the bones, we’re meant to live long satisfied lives working the good works God created in Christ Jesus to complete as he tarries and suffers long hoping that men See Him formed in us. Don’t covet the eye, you being the foot. Fulfil your assignment. The body has members, stay in your area of call (intimacy is calling you to heights that can only be attained in surrender and suffering for His names sake), the eye cannot be the foot, nor the foot the hand. Stay in your area of call and serve. Jesus is watching, YES THE KING IS WATCHING. Guard your heart, be vigilant Beloved, of what’s brooding there, the Holy Spirit flow or the torrid flesh we crucified in Him?? Stay in His presence, starve the flesh, oh let hunger arise, thirst for the eternal well that doesn’t run dry and endless supply of Gods spirit, enrapturing the core of your being- the heart, where the Spirit abides. Let Him take over lest you entertain a foreigner, a ploy to subtly reign, enslave and set you on the broad path of destruction. Pride, complacency, comparison (the thief comes to steal your Joy, don’t let him in!), Lust (pornography)… I declare Jesus is enough till eternity. Let Him clean you. No rush, let Him wash you, stay a little while longer… premature exit from the secret place is endorsed by Leviathan, pride – it sets up another great fall to your demise. Seek Jesus bro, seek Jesus again fr. It’s time to awake out of your slumber, seek Jesus again. Break your houses, your foundations, yourself, it cannot stand the test of righteousness, He’s our house, and so are we – becoming one in Him. Selah until we are transformed into the the perfect stature of Jesus – I guess that’s a life hidden in God forever, forever seeking and discovering in exceeding measure that gold and silver are dung in the light of His glory and grace. Let Him take over, yes take over. Over your heart, over your walk. Over your speed. Over your family, Over your trees (**), over your gaze so that He becomes our only obsession and focus.
(**) I.e., what’s not yours, over your lack of understanding, this doesn’t make sense to me? What normal person owns trees? It’s an invitation to stir up hunger within you and seek the Lord, bewilderment is a catalyst for unsatisfied souls to journey to know him more intimately. Don’t be discouraged, He’ll never leave the righteous begging for bread let alone the bread of His holy word
Amen 🙏🏿
Praise the Lord!
Psalms 147:1
“Praise the Lord! For it is good to sing praises to our God; For it is pleasant, and praise is beautiful.”
The Good news: The power of God to salvation or something that brings shame stemming from your compromised, ignorant heart?
Time for a reawakening once more, in Gods mercy, yes in Gods mercy.
Selah until we are transformed into the image of His son and repentance empowers my every doing. (There can be surrender in silence, sometimes stop talking and give time for the Holy one to speak to you and over you?)
2 Peter 3:9 AMP
“The Lord does not delay [as though He were unable to act] and is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is [extraordinarily] patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.”
I’ve been consecrating. Pruning me, yes he’s pruning. No, no glory to self, He’s set me apart for himself (****) because I’m godly in Jesus, not of this world – alienated for the fulfilment of “thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven”……till forevermore. That’s the ordinance of my life (so help me Lord 🙏🏿) – life redeemed, death diminished, eternal longing met at the feet of my Lord and Saviour. Yeshua, yes-hu-a, yes you are to everything my heart desires, nothing else will satisfy, literally nothing else will satisfy. It’s a reminder to my soul.
****Philippians 2:12-13 AMP****
“So then, my dear ones, just as you have always obeyed [my instructions with enthusiasm], not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence, continue to work out your salvation [that is, cultivate it, bring it to full effect, actively pursue spiritual maturity] with awe-inspired fear and trembling [using serious caution and criticall self-evaluation to avoid anything that might offend God or discredit the name of Christ]. For it is [not your strength, but it is] God who is effectively at work in you, both to will and to work [that is, strengthening, energizing, and creating in you the longing and the ability to fulfill your purpose] for His good pleasure.”
Very integral side thought: I don’t live for you, meaning my freedom. One audience, one name, one king of my heart.
* I haven’t found the words lately. Because I haven’t been redeeming my breath ~ my only true life (yielded to His). His long suffering in my lungs…..Time 🕰️ . Time will never stop. It doesn’t forgive my mistakes.*
I’ve been too busy, distracted. Distracted from the gentle, whisper, that winnowing wind of His Spirit. Calling me deeper. Calling me to consecrate and pray. It’s not a time to play with your faith anymore. Pick a side, or a side will pick you. The spirit of a man is very hungry, but “in iniquity did my mother conceive me”… this has corrupted the appetite of man. ~ An irresistible pull and lust burning in the unregenerate heart for shameful things.
My flesh is insatiably unsatisfied, (**insert that secret sin**) will never be enough, I want more and more till I am no more 😤 But really, I’m driven by a deep cry from my fragmented soul for agape love – Jesus! 😩. O Lord piece me back together for your glory so all men may see You in my life ~ that’s christian prayer 🙏🏿 . It’s not about me. My duty is to behold in the secret place, to qavah until my face becomes more like His.
If you don’t limp (discover it in Him alone), you’ll never need Him. You must have a weakness cultivated in you – so He will be your strength and song. – He loves praise 🥳🕊️, in fact He is enthroned 👑 and men, yes sinful, wicked perverse men from all spheres of life are drawn to Him (it doesn’t matter what they’ve done – that longing for eternity – to know Jesus will always be – just misinterpreted by the deceitfulness of sin).
Draw to Him…. child He is calling you…. Don’t drown out the call 📞
He has drawn out your life in His holy book 📖 find rest for your soul. You’re looking for purpose? – draw🙏🙇♂️……it’s birthed in the silence of intimacy.
Get comfortable with Silence the Spirit says. Embrace silence. There are many spirits speaking, imitating the voice of Your saviour. You will only find me if you’re found by me. Are you available? Are you too busy for Me?
Do you want the fullness of Truth? Will you hunger and thirst for righteousness?
The Truth is the man Jesus. We preach Him crucified and Him risen, alive in us. I take a step….Jesus takes a step through me, but only if I die. 🚶☠️ ♻️
Life by dying… I love this about God❤️🔥‼️.
He’s so backward and different to how we mortal men are wired.
How can he find glory in broken vessels?
How can he make death to self so exciting? (this is prophecy over your life, if you have an ear to hear what is being said)
How can he make loss gain?
It confounds the carnal mind…
The carnal mind cannot receive the things of the Spirit. It’s too limited, sensual and self-seeking…. sooo focused on this fleeting life now, not knowing that this life (without Christ as Lord and Saviour) is death and a preparation for eternal damnation.
What are you holding onto? It’s not worth eternal damnation.😫
This life you’re saving is not worth eternal damnation.
Quicken my mortal mind to the reality of Hell fire. Then let the Holy fire burn every evil desire, warring against your Holy Spirit.
I know the demons plan to come back sevenfold, (arrogantly claiming their return to this house, which is now Your temple) like a flood your Spirit raises a standard against that defeated foe.
I’m alive in the Spirit – It’s all about You, yes it’s all about You. From my heart to my eternal home in heaven, Jesus you be the centre.
God is watching… will He pleased with me? Is my heart pure before Him? I need to behold Him a little more and then forevermore… this realm is passing away quickly. I blinked and now I’m 22 years old, all glory to God that I’m still alive in Christ alone. He was long suffering – that’s my story… He was long suffering, that’s my testimony. He waited for me to come to Him. I searched for eternity and found fleeting pleasures on earth. Porn didn’t satisfy, morphing my personality to fit in with my friends didn’t satisfy…, only Jesus satisfies. Period, ive found rest for my soul here. I like it here. I stay at His feet pouring my oil, “waisting” my life on the altar of consecration. That’s where two (His Spirit and I) become one, this was the glory of Jesus, the joy behind His scars, that we would become united in Love, to know God intimately, personally. That’s His desire, that’s all He wants.
And He’s calling out to you 🫵 . You’re not reading this by coincidence. The King of the universe is calling you home. He knew you before you were in your mother’s womb. But in sin did your mother conceive you….. you and I, we were born with a veil of darkness over our spiritual eyes (our hearts), blinded by Satan, the god of this age………he blinded us from the Life that’s freely given to all men.
This Life is the light of all men, that we may be healed from the heart-plagued infirmity of sin, and that we may see and be transformed and restored into the Life that God destined for us before the existence of Time itself ⏰ . The whole world united under one God, the only God, one King, the King of Kings – Jesus Christ 👑✝️🕊️
Your sins are many…..they have separated you from your Creator who is Holy.
But Jesus bridges the gap, – Jesus died.
He destroyed Himself for you.
God is holy and won’t override His judgement; His spiritual laws that govern even this age. The wages of sin is death. He took the bullet that we deserved. Though innocent and pure, He died as the most filthy sinner on the planet. The sin of the world (you and I) was laid on Him.
He died and rose again on the third day, by the power of the Holy Ghost, that same power which is drawing you to Jesus as you’re reading now. So the power of death, hell and the grave is broken. He overcame it all….all for us. He didn’t have to, He loved to.
You can receive forgiveness for your sins if you call out to Jesus. He hears before you answer. He is listening and has been long-suffering, eagerly waiting for this moment to restore your lost relationship with God ~ our Heavenly Father.
If you’d like receive Jesus, you can say this prayer (mean it from the depths of your heart, this is a do or die moment, tomorrow is not promised for any man. This may be your last chance to believe) :
Dear God
I come to you just as I am. A sinner.
I believe that Jesus died on the Cross for my sins and that you rose him again on third day. Please forgive me for my sins.
Thank you for dying for my sins on the cross. I receive your forgiveness.
I pray that you will empower me to walk in holiness and righteousness. I ask that you may fill me up with your Holy Spirit.
I declare now that I am a born-again Child of God. I am free from the power of sin and full of the righteousness of God. Thank you, Jesus, for saving my soul. I am yours and you are mine in Jesus’ name. Amen.
(Key note: Hey there, I really do want to emphasise this: Please don’t put your trust in this prayer to save you. The grace and mercy of Jesus Christ has saved you. This prayer is merely the avenue for you to accept what He has done for you and I. Also, you need to mean this. It’s a matter of life and death, heaven and hell, eternal joy and eternal flame. God bless you in Jesus name and may God keep you firm in your decision to trust wholeheartedly in Jesus Christ until the day we see Him face to face! Amen.)
If you said that prayer with belief in your heart, you are now a child of the most high!
Praise the Lord!
Heaven is rejoicing over the decision you have just made!
Now we must repent daily (turn from our sins to God) and strive to follow Jesus wholeheartedly as a response to his death for our liberty. We are now free from the power Sin had to condemn us to a deserved eternal punishment in Hell! Praise the Lord. We are now in right standing with God! We are now restored to the purpose for our existence: A relationship with God!
Also, God has a perfect plan for your life, that will bring Him glory and satisfy your soul’s longing for purpose and identity!
Tips that will help you on your journey with Christ:
⁃ pray daily
⁃ Start reading the bible (preferably start with Romans ch 5-8 to consolidate your understanding of what Jesus dying truly means for us and the gospels books which are Matthew, Mark, Luke and John)
⁃ Find a Christ preached church (Ask God to lead you)
May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God and the sweet fellowship of the Holy spirit be with you all. Amen.
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