come back and soar takes ascendant steps but an abased postured spirit will sustain one’s flight. how greedy, covetous I’ve been, neglecting You, neglecting me. i has confounded we, foreign sermons are re-writing this flesh, vices have become secret places, no longer gospel of peace but shuffled feet, swift to shut the choice door of the soul to preserve reputation and self righteousness. Ashamed but not ashamed enough. Did one forget He is watching? this is whom Christ died as and for repentance and a new man arises from the dead. why do you seek for the living among the dead? this persuasion does not come from the One who calls you. who polluted the fountain? you didn’t hear Him, you lagged ahead of the frequency of His rhema, now another spirit is at work; ‘Did God really say’ has pottered your misunderstanding and distrust. restless closure of carnal indulgence, so i still but can never be still
do you not know that to whom you present yourselves slaves to obey, you are that one’s slaves whom you obey whether of sin leading to death or of obedience leading to righteousness?
gird up your loins with strength holy one
For a just man falleth seven times, and riseth up again: but the wicked shall fall into mischief
As you arise from the canvas of no condemnation, let your strategy be this:
limitation fleeting as faith invigorated by the holy hearing of proclaimed rhema!, strengthen that which remains o Lord, as you prune and thresh my soul – branches in me that exceed measure of your ordained will, ambitious, even godly reasoning, but orchestrated by a zealous spirit, bountiful in ideas but poor, insensitive to pick the frequency of your counselling whisper, Holy Ghost…. I concede
instructing me to die but my ambitious soul masquerading as the voice of God, deceived me, pleased me, yet you Live in me, heart habituated a Spirit that cries ABBA residing in mine and I in you, an expression of oneness and intimacy, however, how often do I grant the Lord a measure, a percentage of empty space in this heart according to my preferences?….the aorta I give but you cannot dwell in pulmonary! You instruct the one whom you borrow breath….how preposterous! You don’t have it. Listen and wait, and wait again, humility will expel that carnal embargo, taking rightful space and ownership from the Spirit of Adonai, yes He comes as Master. Then, the only measure we have is the stature of Christ, and henceforth forever my knees will remain bent at the feet of Jesus, Lord and Saviour
Then He will measure my work, my heart by fire on the day of Judgement.
define far, a journey into nothingness bound, a mere spec as eternity beckons and immortality swallows mortality. Far and soon – mercy is the quantity of measurement, a timeless being is not confined by time, but breaks into time to manifest his royal presence that we may continually prepare to present ourselves blameless and faultless before the ancient of days. righteous-instruments release a holy sound, how infuriating to the perverse one who sought to be like the most High as our worship penetrates the unseen chasm between heaven and earth. The spirit of life bringing sound to this earthen vessel with His east wind expelling the clogs to His r.o.i. He really does see, el roi. Far also means mercy indeed. define far, further from the Father of mercy, closer to the Father of lies, inspired by his dull flame, brimstone and vultures are not far from that place.
Now obedience
Listen
Wait!
For He is coming again
In your secret place expecting luscious grapes, despising withered beaches repulsing rotting fruit, ask Him for the season? It’s not always sin, lack of knowledge , my people perish is truth. understanding o cry for supplication, evermore my soul quickly! He will gather the withered branches and cast them into the fire
And to the earth, so the secret will end.
Every eye will See Him
Hear ye Him first. now lest that day be terrible and fearful for you
“And do this, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep; for now our salvation is nearer than when we first believed. The night is far spent, the day is at hand. Therefore let us cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light. Let us walk properly, as in the day, not in revelry and drunkenness, not in lewdness and lust, not in strife and envy. But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh, to fulfill its lusts.”
can a man drink iniquity like alcohol and premeditate repentance? his body now houses al-kuhl, the body eating spirit, deceitfully drunken by the fleeting shots of expiring lusts, o what a vain strive to suppress the soul’s eternal yearning for the Way of peace, despairingly, many subdued and darkened by spiritual ignorance to a life settled on here and now; short-sighted; eating, drinking, marrying but the sun and moon remain callous (unless commanded with the authority of El Elyon), disregarding its precariousness and volatility thereof; yet alas, an anchor that remains resolute and defies what can’t be defied; GOD’s AGAPE LOVE!, its His prayer that this type of man arrives at alas!
mortality desperately clings to the old man to regain reality and control (the fallen man who understands love as a merit, not an agape, unrestricted, unrestrained, unconditional love) he voyages that same flood of dissipation. Leviathan, the king of the children of pride, twists the soul, devoid of discernment and the sword of the spirit you have neglected to slay that great foe. Now you’re conforming to his pottering… you were counselled: “I was made for my pleasure and my glory” rather than the Creator’s. So appealing to the old man.
why?
he is lost in his selfish pursuit for rest, so he must tire and expend this vapour of a life chasing the rotting and surpassing treasures on earth as he is earth bound, a temporary tent desperately clutching onto
yet still, he remains broken confused and anxious, he is really looking for the eternal love of a Father.
The old man enthrones self as the god who sustains. occupied with a responsibility to bring about my destiny, manifest my tomorrow, so the damned foolish soul boasts – he doesn’t know tomorrow has been programmed in an eternal realm beyond his sight, nor the power to command it, nor the long-suffering Spirit of Grace that supplies breath to his steps.
do as thou will? Your will was already decided from Adam’s first bite, sin-bound. Lust and pride prevailed over trust and obedience. Now we’re striving for love and acceptance in all the wrong places, still broken, still hurt, still discouraged, yet still spiralling down the rabbit hole that is sin, because that’s all we know. Maybe a little more will satisfy my soul? really?, there’s always a question mark, an uncertainty looming, a befuddled sigh, the closer one reaches that mountain top of self-gratification ⛰️
will I find rest? 😔
what hurts is that this is the testimony of many “believers” that know the Truth but choose the flesh ? (Lord may this not be me, the author of this post in Jesus name 🙏🏿, fr, im going to give an account too…)
Fight ignorance of grace, don’t exploit!
TODAY a Holy Judge, even weeping bitterly, renders the heinous act as belittling of the Spirit of Grace; the count of wilful sin. Truth suppresesed in unrighteousnesss, even El Elyon won’t override the human will. Yet, an “infallible”, gullible cry of the dead men walking (unbelievers); unconventional wrath?; swallowed by Hell, then a lake of Fire? Does He not forgive? Are not His mercies new every morning? O weary and foolish soul!, there is a night awaiting, it wil not tarry. The godly order since the time of creation was Evening, then Morning and it was established as Day. Death then eternity, weeping and gnashing on one hand, joy inexpressible on the other hand. Judgement first, then the Jubilation, for the Joy set before Him, the bride of Christ, marries the Bridegroom and will be with the Bridegroom for eternity. Now that we are married
are you not burdened? For the grace of God that bringeth salvation has appeared to all men. The recovery of sight is Today, yet fear has muzzled the body from heralding the truth. Even the wicked have ears. to hear is intercession, to die, to enlarge capacity of wood, in reverent remembrance of the tree he bore (for the iniquity of man was laid on Him), that a greater fire, glory will enlighten ignorant men, alienated, darkened consciences transformed by the power of Yah. A divine transferal from the kingdom of darkness to the kingdom of the Son of His love. Truly what the spirit of man is yearning for, Love. ❤️there is a vacancy in your heart that only Jesus can fill.
“Let us make man in our own image”, the Godhead, the Father, the Son (the Word which became flesh) and the Holy Ghost existing before time began, co-equal, co-eternal in perfect unison. Yet, a devolution emerged, covered in self-exaltation, pride, self-glory, a fruit, endorsed and persuaded by a cunning serpent, we ate, we fell from glory in pursuit of our image of god. **side note- your appetite can kill you. And put a knife to your throat if you are a man given to appetite**At the fullness of time, the Word came and pierced through our stony hearts. His side pierced, an eternal sprinkling of blood that redeemeth mortal man and cleansing water which renews the spirit of man. Now there is a river whose streams maketh glad the city of the Lord.
Let there be light meant the lamb was slain before the foundation of the world. Let (**) there be Light darkness was defeated. The earth was without form and void, the earth, your heart was without form and void, darkness covered the face of the deep (the spirit of man was tainted with sin), but the Spirit of God hovered over the face of the waters. The Ruach reviving, bringing form to chaotic, troubled waters, infested with parasites, it was there homes but the Spirit of God has given an imminent eviction notice. Now light can fill the waters and reflect Gods glory.
(**) legally the righteous requirements of the law of sin and death had been fulfilled in Jesus’s sacrificial death for the authorisation of the law of the Spirit of life – revoke the old law
this was a lot.
If you made it here, you’re a real one, if you skipped to here, you’re here. what shall we do with the Holy Ghost?
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I now realise my heart frustrated, full of hunger for self-exaltation and pride – desiring to be seen again! How frustrating!?, every day we must surrender. The flesh is waging war with the Spirit daily. Prayer, silence (sometimes don’t even speak , just wait on Him) – hear Him, confession – come into heart alignment with His word concerning you – now purity will be attained – they See Him, now I see!
a pure life is not devoid of impurity – it is rather the comtinual purging of all hidden darkness that is exposed under the torch light of His word and presence. It’s a realignment, a repentance to conform to the character of Christ, graced by the Holy Ghost…a privilege To behold is to die again and again till we become conformed to that same image of Christ, our Messiah.
Hebrews 10:14 NKJV
“For by one offering He has perfected forever those who are being sanctified.”
Once for all
That which is hidden will always come to light ,
darkness, secretive faults endorsed by the carnal en-I-my, that is the Flesh – it knows not the ways of Christ and submits to the lowercase god of this world (that’s Satan btw)
Ahhh, darkness dumbfounded again by the Light of Jesus, His Spirit searches the deep – if I Yield to the ministry of hyssop and tarry, I will be PURE, how gracious of the Holy one; so my deep can now call unto deep. Yes this is what you wanted; intimacy, since you created intimacy, this son with an unveiled face must adhere to your loving rule. Reign O Lord, reign. Shower me with your blood, enflame me with your fire – this fire is Holy and will quench the birth pangs of destiny graciously deposited in this vessel. Bless the midwives, don’t idolise them, God is using them to bring you closer to His story, His finish line, I prophesy by grace and cooperated surrender (choose this day whom you will serve), I will hear on the day of judgement “Well done, good and faithful servant; you have been faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord”
holy pangs is a contemplation of man’s earnest request to be pure to the core. His heart is the Lords home, he must be pure… the pure in heart are promised to see Him.
The spirit of an old man is stubborn – he knows not his unyielded, stony heart perpetuates a deeper excavation of voidness, futile pursuit unto destruction. an unsatisfied soul in the seeing realm will attain amplified dissatisfication in the unseen, that is the eternal weeping and gnashing of teeth shall be his final expression. he shall reap what he’s sowed in the seeing realm for all eternity. But there’s a new man. And the older will serve the younger. He must be seen till thy kingdom come. The new man is redemption – Christ in me, the old man is the destruction – death in me. I must die to death* to live.
*i.e., understand that your carnal ways are death, your pride is death, your sin is death.
death has been appealing…our ancestors incurred that cost at the expense of knowing good and evil. what a bad bargain!
We considered wisdom and independence outside the presence of God more desirable than simple child-like obedience. Convinced by Satan, that liar, that obedience was foolish.
discover for yourself!? who made you? who facilitated photosynthesis to produce oxygen to your concern? Who enabled the respiratory system to labour in tandem with the nervous system, lymphatic system and immune system to supply tissues and organs with nutrients and oxygen?
Psalms 14:1 NKJV
“The fool has said in his heart, “There is no God.” They are corrupt, They have done abominable works, There is none who does good.”
To understand is to not understand and to not understand is to understand. The foolishness of God, the simplicity of obeying, is greater than the wisest of men – still after eons of time catching up to articulate his glory through scientific discoveries.
O son of man if only you believed and tarried!, he would reveal mysteries. Much studying is wearisome to the flesh – there’s a conclusion to this matter:
Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is man’s duty
Ecclesiastes 12:12-13 NKJV
“And further, my son, be admonished by these. Of making many books there is no end, and much study is wearisome to the flesh. Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God and keep His commandments, For this is man’s all.”
courage to do, intimacy with Him, watch my light shine 💡 , for the glory carrier will not hide forever, yet won’t graduate hiding – in secret He fashions and moulds – i must be malleable, yield {insert your name 🫵}, yield!!!! As you tarry in prayer to make two, one – o devoted soul, as you live and move and have your being, HE IS EVERYWHERE (i’m referring to the body of Christ here), so is FREEDOM – you have laid your life (death) down and become who He made you to be.
And now, the glory of the Lord must cover the earth…..quell the impenitent groan of the earth… He desires to see His beloved sons and daughters, behold him with unveiled faces, mantled in righteousness, proclaiming the sword of the Spirit till the whole world is pierced by this gospel truth; the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus (Romans 6:23).
***Holy Heartfelt contemplation***
my Sustainer, King, Lord and Best Friend…. these names are weighty – and there’s reverence here, yes there’s obedience here, there’s submission here. These words are life and spirit, these names, Your hallowed names I’ve aligned my broken heart to hail You as Truth over this life demand a response, consecrated in the spirit, overflowing to the soul and a flesh continuously placed on the altar, DIE! So that He will be Seen, the world is blinded, the Light should shine so that they can see?!
Lord don’t let “my Lord” be in vain! I cooperate with Grace, yes Grace will teach me to deny ungodliness, preserve my contrition and repentance unto salvation….my soul incapacitated with your implanted truth, the goodness of God leading me to repentance. No license to sin – my deceitful self-seeking flesh is crushed by the love of Jesus, now the mercy of God rescues my soul from choosing carnality to my demise and much shame…..now Jesus is Lord again – i don’t misuse the blood of Jesus🩸🩸🩸. Let it be real!, I cry 😭 – THIS IS MY CHOICE, I choose your way.
Choose this day whom I will serve!, the Spirit says, a slave of righteousness, not sin! Be present; to present all my members as instruments of righteousness – to be used, not to be used (exploited, as a product when in reality I was made for sonship, appeasing the eternal longing to abide in True love forever….the fleeting pleasures of this world have sold me a big, yet enchanting lie, but how abhorrent sin will become as i, yes i draw closer to thee??….i.e., the goal is to know Him and make Him known).
God cleanse what can’t be seen, the hidden parts that you can see. Cleanse my motive.
my soul is crushed by the weight of your word, this is what I prayed for 🙏🏿, I need it please let it stay. I want to fear you, not man. I want to please you, not man. I want to love you then empower me to love whom you have made in your image, …sadly the perspective of image is distorted, contrived and confused by the deceitfulness of sin, but I resit the temptation to stop seeing with your eyes, their godly potential, value and beauty, lest I become a clanging cymbal, devoid of your agape love✝️💔 .
Lord please send help!. I need you more than I ever know. I’m growing in awareness of Your holiness and the seriousness of every breath I take. It should be in honour of your Son’s sacrifice on the cross.
As I behold you in the secret place, the clay becomes more spotless and emptied of self sediment, to be filled and overflow with adoration. So the estranged and far off can attain adoration, converted by the sweet fragrance of a life stayed on Him….they shall cast their crowns with all the host of heaven too. There’s no one like the Lord.
***Spontaneity***
HOLY, HOLY are you LORD
Give praise to HIM AND HIM ALONE
We crown you King of glory
🎵🗣️Fill my life till all they see is you Lord🎵
That can be dangerous! – I see the flesh desiring opportunity to pollute this holy petition with self-centred motive and glory….the pursuit of my petition can be for they to see me, instead of me to see You?
First,
Lord please fill my life, my pursuit is your heart. My audience is first you, then the world will see – as they see me they see You, because I tarried and now I’ve become what I beheld in private. They see Jesus, I’m glad I died again 🙂
broken, hidden, emerge ✝️ 