night awaiting

Romans‬ ‭13‬:‭11‬-‭14‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

“And do this, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep; for now our salvation is nearer than when we first believed. The night is far spent, the day is at hand. Therefore let us cast off the works of darkness, and let us put on the armor of light. Let us walk properly, as in the day, not in revelry and drunkenness, not in lewdness and lust, not in strife and envy. But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh, to fulfill its lusts.”

can a man drink iniquity like alcohol and premeditate repentance? his body now houses al-kuhl, the body eating spirit, deceitfully drunken by the fleeting shots of expiring lusts, o what a vain strive to suppress the soul’s eternal yearning for the Way of peace, despairingly, many subdued and darkened by spiritual ignorance to a life settled on here and now; short-sighted; eating, drinking, marrying but the sun and moon remain callous (unless commanded with the authority of El Elyon), disregarding its precariousness and volatility thereof; yet alas, an anchor that remains resolute and defies what can’t be defied; GOD’s AGAPE LOVE!, its His prayer that this type of man arrives at alas!

mortality desperately clings to the old man to regain reality and control (the fallen man who understands love as a merit, not an agape, unrestricted, unrestrained, unconditional love) he voyages that same flood of dissipation. Leviathan, the king of the children of pride, twists the soul, devoid of discernment and the sword of the spirit you have neglected to slay that great foe. Now you’re conforming to his pottering… you were counselled: “I was made for my pleasure and my glory” rather than the Creator’s. So appealing to the old man.

why?

he is lost in his selfish pursuit for rest, so he must tire and expend this vapour of a life chasing the rotting and surpassing treasures on earth as he is earth bound, a temporary tent desperately clutching onto

yet still, he remains broken confused and anxious, he is really looking for the eternal love of a Father.

The old man enthrones self as the god who sustains. occupied with a responsibility to bring about my destiny, manifest my tomorrow, so the damned foolish soul boasts – he doesn’t know tomorrow has been programmed in an eternal realm beyond his sight, nor the power to command it, nor the long-suffering Spirit of Grace that supplies breath to his steps.

do as thou will? Your will was already decided from Adam’s first bite, sin-bound. Lust and pride prevailed over trust and obedience. Now we’re striving for love and acceptance in all the wrong places, still broken, still hurt, still discouraged, yet still spiralling down the rabbit hole that is sin, because that’s all we know. Maybe a little more will satisfy my soul? really?, there’s always a question mark, an uncertainty looming, a befuddled sigh, the closer one reaches that mountain top of self-gratification ⛰️

will I find rest? 😔

what hurts is that this is the testimony of many “believers” that know the Truth but choose the flesh ? (Lord may this not be me, the author of this post in Jesus name 🙏🏿, fr, im going to give an account too…)

Fight ignorance of grace, don’t exploit!

TODAY a Holy Judge, even weeping bitterly, renders the heinous act as belittling of the Spirit of Grace; the count of wilful sin. Truth suppresesed in unrighteousnesss, even El Elyon won’t override the human will. Yet, an “infallible”, gullible cry of the dead men walking (unbelievers); unconventional wrath?; swallowed by Hell, then a lake of Fire? Does He not forgive? Are not His mercies new every morning? O weary and foolish soul!, there is a night awaiting, it wil not tarry. The godly order since the time of creation was Evening, then Morning and it was established as Day. Death then eternity, weeping and gnashing on one hand, joy inexpressible on the other hand. Judgement first, then the Jubilation, for the Joy set before Him, the bride of Christ, marries the Bridegroom and will be with the Bridegroom for eternity. Now that we are married

are you not burdened? For the grace of God that bringeth salvation has appeared to all men. The recovery of sight is Today, yet fear has muzzled the body from heralding the truth. Even the wicked have ears. to hear is intercession, to die, to enlarge capacity of wood, in reverent remembrance of the tree he bore (for the iniquity of man was laid on Him), that a greater fire, glory will enlighten ignorant men, alienated, darkened consciences transformed by the power of Yah. A divine transferal from the kingdom of darkness to the kingdom of the Son of His love. Truly what the spirit of man is yearning for, Love. ❤️ there is a vacancy in your heart that only Jesus can fill.

“Let us make man in our own image”, the Godhead, the Father, the Son (the Word which became flesh) and the Holy Ghost existing before time began, co-equal, co-eternal in perfect unison. Yet, a devolution emerged, covered in self-exaltation, pride, self-glory, a fruit, endorsed and persuaded by a cunning serpent, we ate, we fell from glory in pursuit of our image of god. **side note- your appetite can kill you. And put a knife to your throat if you are a man given to appetite**At the fullness of time, the Word came and pierced through our stony hearts. His side pierced, an eternal sprinkling of blood that redeemeth mortal man and cleansing water which renews the spirit of man. Now there is a river whose streams maketh glad the city of the Lord.

Let there be light meant the lamb was slain before the foundation of the world. Let (**) there be Light darkness was defeated. The earth was without form and void, the earth, your heart was without form and void, darkness covered the face of the deep (the spirit of man was tainted with sin), but the Spirit of God hovered over the face of the waters. The Ruach reviving, bringing form to chaotic, troubled waters, infested with parasites, it was there homes but the Spirit of God has given an imminent eviction notice. Now light can fill the waters and reflect Gods glory.

(**) legally the righteous requirements of the law of sin and death had been fulfilled in Jesus’s sacrificial death for the authorisation of the law of the Spirit of life – revoke the old law

this was a lot.

If you made it here, you’re a real one, if you skipped to here, you’re here. what shall we do with the Holy Ghost?

If you want to receive the abundant life (for free btw!) in Christ, follow this link:

Salvation 🕊️❤️✝️🙌🏿

God bless you ❤️

mine

Romans 3:23

“for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,”
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What glory then? Vain pursuits of temporary bliss; i.e., that degree, that spouse, that designer brand, yet vermin and dust and rust will consume, why not be consumed by the Almighty?, eternity swallows now and now is fleeting rapidly. There’s no glory in this world. There is only falling, two types; falling short of glory or grace. I’d choose the prior if I were you. You miss glory (and you have already, stop being so-self righteous who is good but God alone???..,lest there be a persuasion in your flesh advocating for self-justification before the courtroom of heaven), no worries, 😉 Grace is there, but you miss Grace…..

there isn’t even a way to convey the agony.

Just don’t miss grace, please.

Grace is given; thus it is mine. Speak 🗣️ “Mind, conform to the reality of Grace.“

spill the gospel

There is a hope beyond the grave. Eternity is your desire, no one desires death. Yet sin that worketh rebellion against the Holy One (lying, lusting, stealing, covetousness, pride; I.e., to name a few damning the soul) brings forth death – Jesus died, paid my sin wages, now righteousness is my portion, forgiveness bought with the precious Blood, flowing from Calvary’s Hill, to the stony ground of unrepentant hearts. 🗣️”Jesus loves you!..,Come to the well that never runs dry, the thirsty are forever and forever satisfied”, The preacher of God says, a revelation unrivalled by this realms lusts, yet the lost sheep is pride-persuaded his shepherd is his wandering compulsion; not knowing where he’s from, going and will go; spoiler alert; as breath continues and a long-suffering Saviour cries for mercy (still interceding in His glory! – what a loving Saviour) there is a cliff edge, verging closer and closer and closer. You will fall. You have to; Everyone adheres to the laws of life – whether it be death or the return of Christ – Judgement day will come and will not tarry. Today while there is breath in your lungs, let me remimd you: Jesus loves you. He died on the cross for our sins. If you believe and confess so, You will be saved. Tomorrow is not promised. How long will you strive against His wooing call, His Holy Spirit, convicting you of your Sin. Let Him take you to the mercy seat. Your true Habitat, dwelling place is in the presence of God. Encounter Him today❤️‍🔥✝️👇🏿

Salvation 🕊️❤️✝️🙌🏿

Now, for those that are still wearing grave clothes; a Spirit made anew, sanctified, redeemed from destruction, empowered by the Holy Spirit and grace enabled to deny ungodliness and experience the Joy of the abundant life (i.e., the full salvation package 🎁), YET AN UNRENEWED MIND, still bound by Satanic, fleshly thinking… a contemplation to contend for newness in Christ alone (till forevermore, this is for the body of Christ, regardless of the measure of faith, as I’ve quoted in previous posts countless times, we go from glory to glory, death to deeper death of self; glory does not have a limit) ✝️

selah

Grave clothes?!, I cannot fit that size of death. a weight, burdened by a reluctance to loose this life and find it in Christ, my flesh puffed up in pride, self-righteous motive, enticing me to death, dancing to the shuddering sound of condemned souls weeping and gnashing?!? (very real, seems a bit exaggerated I know…), No! In Jesus Name, the old man have I put off, which grows corrupt according to deceitful lusts – the Heart is where the Spirit dwells, Lord, infuse me with Holy fire, burn the ulterior, secretive motives (this is a prayer to pray forever, till the day we See Him) – Jesus is King, Saviour and Lord- I abide forever, Grace enabling me to do His will. I am alive in the Spirit, and so my speaking adheres; it gushes from a river, streams of living water, out of my belly, my vessel – there are greater measures to explore in 2025? – measure my obedience to His (conviction 🕊️, grace and truth ~ it sets me free again) Night is coming when no one can work our Lord said. The harvest is plentiful but again tarry and let your focus be on Me only. Qanna is His name, betrothed and married you are to Him….tidy your garment (repentance)! Don’t let the flesh defile, o soul receive the implanted word, salvation has not stopped at my confession of Christ, the ministry of the renewing Spirit of God will continue till I attain and grow to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ (Ephesians 4:13)

We won’t neglect the secret place in 2025.

In Jesus name.

exposed for His glory…an epiphany of holiness as I abide in Him

Exposed

I now realise my heart frustrated, full of hunger for self-exaltation and pride – desiring to be seen again! How frustrating!?, every day we must surrender. The flesh is waging war with the Spirit daily. Prayer, silence (sometimes don’t even speak , just wait on Him) – hear Him, confession – come into heart alignment with His word concerning you – now purity will be attained – they See Him, now I see!

a pure life is not devoid of impurity – it is rather the comtinual purging of all hidden darkness that is exposed under the torch light of His word and presence. It’s a realignment, a repentance to conform to the character of Christ, graced by the Holy Ghost…a privilege To behold is to die again and again till we become conformed to that same image of Christ, our Messiah.

Hebrews 10:14 NKJV

“For by one offering He has perfected forever those who are being sanctified.”

Once for all

That which is hidden will always come to light ,

darkness, secretive faults endorsed by the carnal en-I-my, that is the Flesh – it knows not the ways of Christ and submits to the lowercase god of this world (that’s Satan btw)

Ahhh, darkness dumbfounded again by the Light of Jesus, His Spirit searches the deep – if I Yield to the ministry of hyssop and tarry, I will be PURE, how gracious of the Holy one; so my deep can now call unto deep. Yes this is what you wanted; intimacy, since you created intimacy, this son with an unveiled face must adhere to your loving rule. Reign O Lord, reign. Shower me with your blood, enflame me with your fire – this fire is Holy and will quench the birth pangs of destiny graciously deposited in this vessel. Bless the midwives, don’t idolise them, God is using them to bring you closer to His story, His finish line, I prophesy by grace and cooperated surrender (choose this day whom you will serve), I will hear on the day of judgement “Well done, good and faithful servant; you have been faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord”

O weary soul…don’t give up!

Matthew‬ ‭24‬:‭13‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

“But he who endures to the end shall be saved.”

To conclude: reverence The Holy One

holy pangs is a contemplation of man’s earnest request to be pure to the core. His heart is the Lords home, he must be pure… the pure in heart are promised to see Him.

The spirit of an old man is stubborn – he knows not his unyielded, stony heart perpetuates a deeper excavation of voidness, futile pursuit unto destruction. an unsatisfied soul in the seeing realm will attain amplified dissatisfication in the unseen, that is the eternal weeping and gnashing of teeth shall be his final expression. he shall reap what he’s sowed in the seeing realm for all eternity. But there’s a new man. And the older will serve the younger. He must be seen till thy kingdom come. The new man is redemption – Christ in me, the old man is the destruction – death in me. I must die to death* to live.

*i.e., understand that your carnal ways are death, your pride is death, your sin is death.

death has been appealing…our ancestors incurred that cost at the expense of knowing good and evil. what a bad bargain!

We considered wisdom and independence outside the presence of God more desirable than simple child-like obedience. Convinced by Satan, that liar, that obedience was foolish.

discover for yourself!? who made you? who facilitated photosynthesis to produce oxygen to your concern? Who enabled the respiratory system to labour in tandem with the nervous system, lymphatic system and immune system to supply tissues and organs with nutrients and oxygen?

Psalms‬ ‭14‬:‭1‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

“The fool has said in his heart, “There is no God.” They are corrupt, They have done abominable works, There is none who does good.”

To understand is to not understand and to not understand is to understand. The foolishness of God, the simplicity of obeying, is greater than the wisest of men – still after eons of time catching up to articulate his glory through scientific discoveries.

O son of man if only you believed and tarried!, he would reveal mysteries. Much studying is wearisome to the flesh – there’s a conclusion to this matter:

Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is man’s duty

Ecclesiastes‬ ‭12‬:‭12‬-‭13‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

“And further, my son, be admonished by these. Of making many books there is no end, and much study is wearisome to the flesh. Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God and keep His commandments, For this is man’s all.”

holy pangs

**Truth***

doers not hearers only…

courage to do, intimacy with Him, watch my light shine 💡 , for the glory carrier will not hide forever, yet won’t graduate hiding – in secret He fashions and moulds – i must be malleable, yield {insert your name 🫵}, yield!!!! As you tarry in prayer to make two, one – o devoted soul, as you live and move and have your being, HE IS EVERYWHERE (i’m referring to the body of Christ here), so is FREEDOM – you have laid your life (death) down and become who He made you to be.

And now, the glory of the Lord must cover the earth…..quell the impenitent groan of the earth… He desires to see His beloved sons and daughters, behold him with unveiled faces, mantled in righteousness, proclaiming the sword of the Spirit till the whole world is pierced by this gospel truth; the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus (Romans 6:23).

***Holy Heartfelt contemplation***

my Sustainer, King, Lord and Best Friend…. these names are weighty – and there’s reverence here, yes there’s obedience here, there’s submission here. These words are life and spirit, these names, Your hallowed names I’ve aligned my broken heart to hail You as Truth over this life demand a response, consecrated in the spirit, overflowing to the soul and a flesh continuously placed on the altar, DIE! So that He will be Seen, the world is blinded, the Light should shine so that they can see?!

Lord don’t let “my Lord” be in vain! I cooperate with Grace, yes Grace will teach me to deny ungodliness, preserve my contrition and repentance unto salvation….my soul incapacitated with your implanted truth, the goodness of God leading me to repentance. No license to sin – my deceitful self-seeking flesh is crushed by the love of Jesus, now the mercy of God rescues my soul from choosing carnality to my demise and much shame…..now Jesus is Lord again – i don’t misuse the blood of Jesus🩸🩸🩸. Let it be real!, I cry 😭 – THIS IS MY CHOICE, I choose your way.

Choose this day whom I will serve!, the Spirit says, a slave of righteousness, not sin! Be present; to present all my members as instruments of righteousness – to be used, not to be used (exploited, as a product when in reality I was made for sonship, appeasing the eternal longing to abide in True love forever….the fleeting pleasures of this world have sold me a big, yet enchanting lie, but how abhorrent sin will become as i, yes i draw closer to thee??….i.e., the goal is to know Him and make Him known).

God cleanse what can’t be seen, the hidden parts that you can see. Cleanse my motive.

my soul is crushed by the weight of your word, this is what I prayed for 🙏🏿, I need it please let it stay. I want to fear you, not man. I want to please you, not man. I want to love you then empower me to love whom you have made in your image, …sadly the perspective of image is distorted, contrived and confused by the deceitfulness of sin, but I resit the temptation to stop seeing with your eyes, their godly potential, value and beauty, lest I become a clanging cymbal, devoid of your agape love✝️💔 .

Lord please send help!. I need you more than I ever know. I’m growing in awareness of Your holiness and the seriousness of every breath I take. It should be in honour of your Son’s sacrifice on the cross.

As I behold you in the secret place, the clay becomes more spotless and emptied of self sediment, to be filled and overflow with adoration. So the estranged and far off can attain adoration, converted by the sweet fragrance of a life stayed on Him….they shall cast their crowns with all the host of heaven too. There’s no one like the Lord.

***Spontaneity***

HOLY, HOLY are you LORD

Give praise to HIM AND HIM ALONE

We crown you King of glory

🎵 🗣️Fill my life till all they see is you Lord🎵

That can be dangerous! – I see the flesh desiring opportunity to pollute this holy petition with self-centred motive and glory….the pursuit of my petition can be for they to see me, instead of me to see You?

First,

Lord please fill my life, my pursuit is your heart. My audience is first you, then the world will see – as they see me they see You, because I tarried and now I’ve become what I beheld in private. They see Jesus, I’m glad I died again 🙂

Then,

Glorify thy name

Amen

Lovesick longing – a prophecy 💜🕊️

A contemplation of the soul:

Teach me to love like you do. But first let me be loved by you. No intricate words. Just the simplicity of being loved by you, it’s my portion it’s my portion and your greatest desire. I know you’ll answer this prayer in Jesus name. Amen

Now let my Amen not just be words, mere vapour that exposes an estranged heart, but let the Spirit awaken me from my slumber, leading me into the deep riches of his grace and mercy, denying ungodly thoughts, empowered by your Holy Spirit – I cooperate with you, yes I cooperate with you – making no provision for the flesh, lest my brooding holy desire be quenched by the beguiling distractions of the world. To know the love of God which surpasses all knowledge. Help me O God, to dive into this blissful reality!

“…..that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height— to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.”

Ephesians 3:16-19
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Let’s be filled eternally, together 🫡🤝❤️

🗣️”i thirst for the one true living God”; this is the satisfied cry of your spirit man

Jesus is His name

No competing, we must all die to live for one King – this life isn’t my own. I received His, for thy kingdom come, a man who would die that many shall witness heaven on earth (that’s where I’m really from, seated with Christ in the heavenly places, blessed, joyful and consecrated with all spiritual blessings in the heavenly places) this world offers me pleasure unto my demise, ohh the love of Jesus has captivated my heart – the world’s lack thereof echoes through the groaning and sighing of mortal men – bruised by their iniquities, wounded souls seeking healing in sensual pleasures, adding kerosene to the fire that consumes days for repentance – but there is a Holy Fire being stirred in the hearts of His followers, beckoned knees becoming spiritual marines, aware of their God-given authority in Jesus, to bring down and bind the principalities, powers of hell, so men’s souls can be revived for intimacy with their saviour. Reconciled to the Father only in Jesus name! The One who died sinless and took our sin and shame so that we can live in righteousness and holiness to His glory! (If you don’t know your Saviour follow this link to encounter Him!! 👇🏿👇🏿👇🏿

Salvation 🕊️❤️✝️🙌🏿

This life isn’t about you or I. Let’s die so He is seen (so remind and Help us God). Thy kingdom come is a prayer that led men to martyrdom for Jesus sake (ouch 🤧😭). What am I competing and comparing for? It’s the wrong motive. Jealousy will rot the bones, we’re meant to live long satisfied lives working the good works God created in Christ Jesus to complete as he tarries and suffers long hoping that men See Him formed in us. Don’t covet the eye, you being the foot. Fulfil your assignment. The body has members, stay in your area of call (intimacy is calling you to heights that can only be attained in surrender and suffering for His names sake), the eye cannot be the foot, nor the foot the hand. Stay in your area of call and serve. Jesus is watching, YES THE KING IS WATCHING. Guard your heart, be vigilant Beloved, of what’s brooding there, the Holy Spirit flow or the torrid flesh we crucified in Him?? Stay in His presence, starve the flesh, oh let hunger arise, thirst for the eternal well that doesn’t run dry and endless supply of Gods spirit, enrapturing the core of your being- the heart, where the Spirit abides. Let Him take over lest you entertain a foreigner, a ploy to subtly reign, enslave and set you on the broad path of destruction. Pride, complacency, comparison (the thief comes to steal your Joy, don’t let him in!), Lust (pornography)… I declare Jesus is enough till eternity. Let Him clean you. No rush, let Him wash you, stay a little while longer… premature exit from the secret place is endorsed by Leviathan, pride – it sets up another great fall to your demise. Seek Jesus bro, seek Jesus again fr. It’s time to awake out of your slumber, seek Jesus again. Break your houses, your foundations, yourself, it cannot stand the test of righteousness, He’s our house, and so are we – becoming one in Him. Selah until we are transformed into the the perfect stature of Jesus – I guess that’s a life hidden in God forever, forever seeking and discovering in exceeding measure that gold and silver are dung in the light of His glory and grace. Let Him take over, yes take over. Over your heart, over your walk. Over your speed. Over your family, Over your trees (**), over your gaze so that He becomes our only obsession and focus.

(**) I.e., what’s not yours, over your lack of understanding, this doesn’t make sense to me? What normal person owns trees? It’s an invitation to stir up hunger within you and seek the Lord, bewilderment is a catalyst for unsatisfied souls to journey to know him more intimately. Don’t be discouraged, He’ll never leave the righteous begging for bread let alone the bread of His holy word

Amen 🙏🏿

Praise the Lord!

Psalms‬ ‭147‬:‭1‬

“Praise the Lord! For it is good to sing praises to our God; For it is pleasant, and praise is beautiful.”
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Really? Is it really true?

It’s His breath in your lungs

What are you doing with it?

Adding more talents or burying it in shame?

The Good news: The power of God to salvation or something that brings shame stemming from your compromised, ignorant heart?

Time for a reawakening once more, in Gods mercy, yes in Gods mercy.

Selah until we are transformed into the image of His son and repentance empowers my every doing. (There can be surrender in silence, sometimes stop talking and give time for the Holy one to speak to you and over you?)

2 Peter‬ ‭3‬:‭9‬ ‭AMP‬‬

“The Lord does not delay [as though He were unable to act] and is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is [extraordinarily] patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.”

Quick check in….

Hi, it’s been a while

I’ve been consecrating. Pruning me, yes he’s pruning. No, no glory to self, He’s set me apart for himself (****) because I’m godly in Jesus, not of this world – alienated for the fulfilment of “thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven”……till forevermore. That’s the ordinance of my life (so help me Lord 🙏🏿) – life redeemed, death diminished, eternal longing met at the feet of my Lord and Saviour. Yeshua, yes-hu-a, yes you are to everything my heart desires, nothing else will satisfy, literally nothing else will satisfy. It’s a reminder to my soul.

****Philippians‬ ‭2‬:‭12‬-‭13‬ ‭AMP‬‬****

“So then, my dear ones, just as you have always obeyed [my instructions with enthusiasm], not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence, continue to work out your salvation [that is, cultivate it, bring it to full effect, actively pursue spiritual maturity] with awe-inspired fear and trembling [using serious caution and criticall self-evaluation to avoid anything that might offend God or discredit the name of Christ]. For it is [not your strength, but it is] God who is effectively at work in you, both to will and to work [that is, strengthening, energizing, and creating in you the longing and the ability to fulfill your purpose] for His good pleasure.”
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Very integral side thought: I don’t live for you, meaning my freedom. One audience, one name, one king of my heart.

JESUS ✝️